Cathy, I propose that you are incapable, even as a test or joke, of
saying "I don't believe in God, or Jesus. I believe they do not exist".
Unless you copy and paste it that is. i believe that no matter the
circumstances, you will not be convinced - you are incapable, at any
cost, of not believing.
This is not intended as an isult, but an observation. You are hard wired
into believing, and for your sake, I do hope that you are right.
Sodom