Faith: I have never felt faith, in anything I am aware of. The feeling
one gets from absorbing a lot of material for me is similar to insight,
but although I like insight, I keep try to keep it's power over me at
bay. I have read quite a bit about mob mentality, and I have stood
against a mob before - this was very frightening. It felt like being
surrounded by sharks in the ocean I think, but I would do it again for
something I believe in. Perhaps "faith" is a conclusion that many people
reach, as i said, I have never felt it and am not inclined to try as i
fear it to be much like crack cocaine, addictive, dangerous, and without
redeaming value.
I doubt that anything is too complex to put into logical terms. This
does not mean that something may be too complex for ME to put into
logical terms. And every person educated at all knows that circular
refrences are invalid as evidence for or against things. Using the bible
to quote itself is not a convincing means of inspiring belief.
And, as I wrote earlier, I get very wrapped up in my readings. When I
went through the bible for the first time, I was utterly lost in the
beauty of it and, setting aside my rational mind, it was easy to
consider that science was wrong. Then i looked at my functioning
computer, which if genesis was correct, could not function - and - I
remembered that many of these stories come from places other than the
bible and were stolen for the bible. In fact, many qutes attributed to
Christ, were actually from Greek philosophers hundreds of years before
Christ was born. Since I know the stories are plagurized, the validity
of the book as Divinely inspired fades away.
AS for the levels of which you speak, I need to learn the symbolism
associated with this set of levels; However, many concepts that I have
spent a great deal of exploring, I no longer feel the need to explore.
eg.. 2+2=4 given common arithmetic. I do not challenge this concept any
longer because it has been fruitless, and no-one has yet to bring me
evidence to the contrary. Given a plausable option, I will explore it to
it's end if permitted.
Also, I am not against religion, I am against many religions. There are
religions that are without proofs and based upon what the mind is
capable of. There are many forms of paganism I can bear, although I do
not think they are particularly correct. The religion of Virus, is
exactly what I want from a religion and since it is evolving and
rational and a host of other things, it is something I could possible
experience "faith" in.
As for self as God, Freddy mercury says "We are all gods, children"
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